I was forced to rethink my whole life and reflect on all the unhelpful habits & patterns that were keeping me on the path of burnout, frustration, & disconnection to my power. 

I had been stuck in a trance of unworthiness for so long without realizing it. I was constantly running on a hamster wheel of overachieving & perfectionism, but still feeling like an imposter deep down. I was constantly trying to please people around me, which resulted in me overstepping my own boundaries, eventually abandoning myself and what mattered to me.

I finally realized I was so disconnected from my own true nature, my aliveness, joy, pleasure, & freedom. This led me to dive deeper into the path of Tantra and rediscover myself through my own spiritual power & pleasure.





In 2020, the brain inflammation from my concussion started to create inflammation in my gut. My whole body started to break down. Basic life tasks of eating and sleeping were now a nightmare. I had an allergic reaction to everything I ate. My skin would itch so badly at night that I couldn’t sleep. My lab results all indicated that I was heading to an autoimmune disorder, if I wasn’t there already. 

I barely had enough energy to get through the day. Literally just getting groceries drained all my energy. Let alone trying to work or create anything. My business was obviously suffering because of this and that also became a huge source of stress. 

I felt like I wouldn’t be able to continue, that I had failed myself & my business, and that I would have to shut everything down. I was genuinely at my wit’s end and ready to let everything go. 

And just to top it all off, I also had to end a loving, though toxic, relationship with someone I genuinely loved. I was overwhelmed with crushing heartbreak and grief. 

Everything had fallen apart. It felt paralyzing. But I had to figure out my next step. I had to really work to quiet my mind, ground my energy, & calm my nervous system so that I could listen to the whispers of my heart & Soul.

Then very slowly, step by step, a new path and life began to unfold. This began a whole new journey to create deep friendship & partnership with myself as the foundation for my life. It took years of patience, trial & error, learning, & constantly showing up to get to where I am today. 

And all of it has become a core part of my teachings to help you design a life that is filled with joy, rooted power, pleasure, embodied confidence, & leadership. A life that is built on a foundation of unshakeable self-love, self-trust and deep friendship & partnership with all of who you are.